By Jigger – Soverign Independent Contributor ![]()
“To question is to understand, to understand is in principle solely based on wishful thinking, thus existence in itself is nothing more than a thought that in itself is questionable…existence is then nothing more than a form of thought, I think, therefor I am…determined only by one’s ability to understand the question…?”
- Jigger
The fact is I do question my own very existence; most don’t but I do and have done from the start…they…never really let me be one of the most, the excepted and I guess this is because of me being me.
A quote from “The Brotherhood and the Manipulation of Society” by Ivan Fraser and Mark Beeston.
“And just like sheep who follow blindly and without question the direction of the herd, we are led through the gates of a pen to be confined at the shepherd’s convenience until it is time for the final journey, once again without hesitation and happy in the knowledge that we are with the ‘in-crowd’, through the gates of the slaughterhouse.”
I find myself question; why? Why is this allowed to happen? More to the point, why should people let it happen to them? I write today because my questionable existence makes little sense, I wish things could be different, I wish I could live like all the others but alas it doesn’t work like that for me, I ain’t like all the others, as much as I’d like to be. Unfortunately, I’m unable to be seen as normal like the rest. Instead I’m left with having to live a lifestyle that is seen as undesirable and unsuitable by the majority. Once more life is showing me that I do not fit. I find myself as I have so often done at different times, starting to read people’s rejection and unwelcoming feelings towards me and this includes family at these times. I often choose to completely detach myself from all around me; I choose to keep my contact with others to a complete minimum so as not to allow these troubled and often harmful contacts with others gather in any real varsity, thus cutting down on collateral damage that often is thrust upon me after and during such encounters. An extract from the book ‘The Art of Total Wellness’ by Noordin Darus:-
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